With a little mention of addictions.

Are you resorting to self sabotage & hear your self saying, I can't help it. You see deep down in your foundationI cant do this, i dont deserve it..s, in your belief system.. your mind may be convinced IT* is helping you. Yet your soul yearns what is rightfully its way to bare the fruits of joy.

Does your mind & body take leadership from you, by responding to situations, circumstances, new experiences from old stored automated responses that are actually screwing up what you want at this present time of your life. Your sympathetic nervous system is running you.

Addictions

In all addictions is the search for euphoria ( euphoric state will give you a temporary feeling of safety, carefree at ease, belonging, relief, connection. wouldn't you rather have your real mccoy intact & bring home the feeling. Allure, fascination it really is quite exotic.